09/12/2024
Nobody knows how much I suffered this year.
I've seen the most vulnerable version of me, and I realized that it took everything in me to survive from my silent battles. I almost gave up and almost lost myself because I was hurting a lot. Nobody really knows how many times I pulled myself together just to survive this year and for that, I am so proud of myself for being here.
I've seen the saddest version of me. The most wasted and devastated; but despite of that, I've learned that I am a strong person. I also learned to forgive myself for letting myself settle for less than what I truly deserved. I've learned a lot while I was hurting. Even though I've seen the worst version of me this year, I still learned to accept and appreciate myself. This may be the most painful year for me, but at least I survived and learned a lot.
