04/04/2026
Nasa "IN-BETWEEN" SEASON ka rin ba?
.. or pang-ilang "feeling lost" season mo na ba? ๐
It's been a while since I've posted something online on this group at sa page ko. Tbh it's been a mixture of pagiging "busy" but also a hint of "feeling lost"?
And if I'm being completely honest, may halo rin na "fear."
Siguro dahil when I started my "Engr. Raketera" page in 2019, I shared about my journey of finding my "ikigai."
And somewhere along the way noon, akala ko "sure" na ko sa daang tinatahak ko.
But the past few years proved to be different. It consisted of so much reflection and paulit-ulit rin na experimentation.
So may fear na baka isipin ng mga tao, "eto na naman siya, kung anu-ano na naman ginagawa."
Alam mo โyung phase na hindi ka naman totally lost, pero hindi ka rin sure kung tama pa ba โyung direction mo?
Kahit akala mo sigurado ka na dati, napapa-tanong ka pa rin talaga eh. ๐
Kasi tuloy-tuloy lang yung agos ng buhay. Yung pag-andar ng oras. Yung pag-evolve natin as people.
Yung gumagalaw ka pa rin naman, tuloy-tuloyโฆ
pero deep inside, parang napapaisip ka:
๐๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ข ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ข ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ข?
Siguro for a lot of us, this Holy Weekโฆ
mas ramdam โyung pause.
Mas tahimik.
Mas reflective.
Mas napapaisip ka bigla about your life choices, your direction, your purpose.
Yung tipong mapapatanong ka:
๐๐ข๐ฎ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข โ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ด๐ถ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฐ?
๐๐ข๐บ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ๐ถ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ข โ๐ต๐ฐ?
๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ต ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ข๐บ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ข ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ?
Some of us are building something.
Some of us are just trying to survive.
Some of usโฆ pagod na, pero tuloy pa rin.
And if youโre being honestโฆ
May moments talaga na parang gusto mo na lang mag-reset.
Or bumalik sa mas โsigurado.โ
Or tanungin, โLordโฆ tama pa ba โto?โ ๐
Pero siguro, this week is not about having all the answers.
Hindi siya tungkol sa pagiging sure.
๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ค๐จ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฒ๐ ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ -๐ฉ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐.
Sa paghinga.
Sa pag-amin naโฆ
hindi mo pa alam lahat.
๐๐ค๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐จ.
๐๐ค๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐.
๐๐ค๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐๐ข ๐ค๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐.
Because even in the Bible dibaโฆ there was a season of waiting.
Of uncertainty.
Of surrender.
And maybe thatโs where some of us are right now:
๐๐ก๐ ๐ข๐ง-๐๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐๐๐ง.
Hindi pa tapos.
Hindi pa clear.
Pero hindi rin wala.
If youโre in this seasonโฆ
This is your reminder. ๐
๐๐ผ Hindi mo kailangan i-figure out lahat ngayon.
๐๐ผ Hindi mo kailangan maging โokayโ agad.
๐๐ผ Hindi mo kailangan maging certain para magpatuloy.
Minsan, ang kailangan lang:
๐๐ผ โHindi ako susuko today.โ
Kahit one step lang.
Kahit mabagal.
Kahit pagod ka.
That still counts.
This Holy Weekโฆ baka hindi mo kailangan ng bagong direction.
Baka kailangan mo lang ng space to breathe. To reflect. To surrender.
Kasi kahit hindi mo pa nakikita clearlyโฆ
May nangyayari pa rin behind the scenes.
Kapit lang.
โจ The path will reveal itself. โจ
Hindi man ngayonโฆ
pero darating din โyun.
For now:
Hinga muna. โจ
Kapit lang tayo, lalo na sa gitna ng lahat ng gulo. ๐๐ป