08/02/2026
It started 2 years ago.
The mirrors showing up.
Foreshadowing.
So very Ghost of Christmas Future.
Howâd I start to see them?
I felt them first.
A hit on the inside that said:
PAY THE F**K ATTENTION TO THIS.
I was hyper aware of each thing I was witnessing:
- The friend in complete meltdown after major life events and no self care, took them down.
- The friend crumbling and grieving the loss of a love that didnât want them, for YEARS.
- The massively chaotic friend who had no time for real friendship.
- The friend who didnât use their voice and tolerated unacceptable behavior for years.
- The friend who chased a love and felt empty without it.
- The friend who validated someone else and I trusted, despite what my intuition said.
- The friend who couldnât keep their money in order, no matter how hard they tried.
- The friend who doubted themselves and stayed stuck and spinning in indecision.
- The friend who filled the hole in their soul with something else and it still wasnât right for them.
ALL of these friends, my mirrors, in the last 2 years⊠have shown me more of myself than Iâve ever known in my whole life.
Self awareness can be a freight train to the face sometimes⊠itâs not easy to see someone elseâs struggle and be SO TRIGGERED by it⊠and then take it all inside to process and see what Iâm supposed to see inside myself.
Ever wanna bang your head against a wall cuz your friend just ISNâT GETTING IT?!
Like, why dont they just leave?
Change their situation?
Well guess what - thereâs a gift in their life lesson for you.đ
âTheyâ say⊠the one story Iâm most afraid to tell?đ«Ł
Itâs the one that people need to hear.
On the 17th I have a chapter being published inside Katie Omanâs 3rd vol. of RISE: An Anthology of Womenâs Stories and itâs the really fu**in hard story I never wanted to tell⊠but itâs time.đ„
2/17 is a MASSIVE DAY for me yâall.
Itâs no wonder I so feel funny inside.
Itâs all about to come out.
NEW GOAL: THREE #1 Best Sellers in 6 monthsđ±đ„đ
Will you support me?đ„°đ
I love yâall bunches!
