05/08/2022
My . This is for all of the moms and moms to be. What alot of you donāt know is that before experiencing motherhood I was lost I felt abandoned I felt I didnāt have purpose, my self esteem had been trampled I felt ugly unwanted and emotionally drained. I didnāt want to fight to to be a whole anymore, depression was trying to take me out. I almost forgot whoās child I was. I was in a very dark place⦠I considered many other options. BUT GOD! My sons father tried to encourage me to not go forward with conceiving, he all but killed me in fact. BUT GOD!! I finally fell on my knees and began to talk to my Father. God heard my cries and answered my prayers & blessed me, gave me another reason to be present. I felt like he gave me a second chance. There were many times throughout my pregnancy where I was in what I felt like tribulation the ādevilā was still trying to make me believe I didnāt deserve motherhood . I fought every thing and every person who was trying to harm me and the child I was carrying. Ardyn is a warrior! Iām still in amazement I got through my first trimester. Iām posting this. Post today to let all mommies and mommies to be know you are not alone. Your strength can literally move mountains. Your love can cure any amount of pain. God blessed you with a child to show you his upmost love. Children are Godās gift. Cherish this blessing. Motherhood brought me out of the darkness. Everyday is beautiful with my son I look forward to sharing everything with him, teaching him, and letting him know if no one else is there for him I will beā¦ETERNALLY. I thank God everyday for blessing me and giving me this joy, He saved my life by blessing me with motherhood. Thank You God.