12/17/2024
Thank you to those that have reached out regarding the misspelling of the word, comlpete, aka complete.
Yes, I know. Thought about making a new page to correct the mistake, or just wait the 60 days, per FB rules, and then correct. Decided to wait. I am human and make mistakes. We all do. Nothing is perfect.
I changed the name a few times and thought I had all my spelling errors corrected. Oops. No, I did not. So, this mistake is on full display until my 60 days are up. Then I’ll make the correction.
It has taken me a few years to accept this decision. I’ve been sitting on Bella’s Journey for awhile now. At first it was going to be a cannabis brand. Recreating the tinctures and oil Bella used as medicine. With cannabis legalization, the company I was going to work with, did not see the value in a high CBD and low THC brand. Cannabis companies are created to target buyers to buy higher, if not the highest, ratios of THC products. Let’s face it, that’s business here in corporate America. After a few months of regrouping I was going to begin working with a different company. Unfortunately, the main product of the women’s brand was not going to be made. That was the main focal point of the brand. So then, subsequently, Bella’s Journey came to another holt.
I remember thinking, at the time of Bella’s death, where will I be in 5 years? What is life going to look like? Quickly I pushed the thought out of my head because I didn’t want to deal with the emotions bubbling up.
Well this past April was year 5. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I was laid off from my job early in the year, was between employment and a few odd jobs here and there. Nothing was sticking. Felt like my life was going no where and I was floundering. Trying to grasp on to anything and everything coming my way.
Did toy with teaching yoga online. Don’t really want to create content videos all day. Did create yoga retreats in Jamaica but with our economy, and in the shape it’s in, most people declined. And, I’ve tried psychedelic counseling with little success.
Finally took a job as a driving instructor. I’ve had to ask myself why? Out of the different positions I interviewed for, why did I take this one? And why was I self sabotaging the other job interviews?
At this point in my life I need to be emotionally fulfilled in what I am doing. No, the kids do not replace my boys or Bella. Really had to think on that one. I like knowing that I am teaching life long skills. Doesn’t matter the age…this is just the first step in my understanding the full extent of this process. These kids are eager to learn and want to learn. I love seeing them light up when they understand how to make a left and right turn at a curb, or a correct lane change, or even parallel park. Knowing that I helped spark that confidence and skill, is filling my heart with joy and pride.
This is what has led me to create, ‘Complete Healing, Bella’s Journey LLC.’ Don’t have any expectations other than to create awareness. To each person that means something different. And, I am choosing to put all my experiences, certifications and knowledge out there, for people to access.
I wish you peace and happiness on the planet. My passion is to help bring light into the darkness.
We don’t know, what we know, until we know it. We all need guidance and love to create the best possible life, we can live, until we take our last breath.
Many blessings, peace, and love as you go about your day.
