12/30/2025
Long Post Ahead-
For 6 long years ive been dealing with this. Shaking, cant walk, cant talk. Need help with everything. It's almost like in mind I return to a child. The pain from muscles tightness can at times become unbearable to the point of me crying. All of this came from me experiencing trauma from people who claim to love God but treated his daughter like nothing. Now lets be clear... I did my dirt my too. But this type of trauma will make you want to say forget it. Years of doctors running test and couldn't figure out what was happening. For 6 years..
I alot things I went through, I never really dealt with it. One of those people says "im ok" because everyone looks at me as the strong one. But the truth of the matter is. If it had not been for the Lord on my side. I would have been out of here. I refuse to give up because theres more. Years of trauma and stress showing up in of me shaking, not being able to talk, or walk.
Have we found out what it is, yes. Conversion Disorder presented as Psychogenic Seizures.Im still learning so much about this and as I learn more and I will post more about it. Please... Dont hold in what you're going through. Talk to someone. Theres tons of resources available. Many of you my say its hard trusting someone. Ok well baby until you find the right person I know a man that will NEVER tell your business. And when I say he's the BEST listener I promise you he is. He's the BEST physican I know. As of matter of fact, he's the rest primary reason why I choose to hold on and fight. His name is Doctor Jesus.
I will be posting more about Conversion Disorder but please seek help. You dont have to go through alone. In the words of Monique, I love us for real.
