05/17/2026
I’m almost through the 2 week post job spiral. I always know it’s coming but it never gets easier. After being away for over a year on 3 different projects, I’m grateful for the work but have really missed my home. Trying to reconnect with my community is getting harder. I haven’t really felt like I have fully adjusted to living in Atlanta since it happened during covid without proper LA goodbyes or housewarming festivities. My film community is my forever community. No matter where I travel to, we are connected. Today I am at my house....trying not to judge myself for having too much stuff. Being able to live out of 2 suitcases for long periods of time, not needing more. Getting my doctor appointments in and squeezing in a vacation before I have to leave my home again. This lifestyle is complicated. The loneliness and fabulousness seem to cancel eachother out. Putting back together the pieces that I didn’t let come apart until the jobs were over. Being kind to myself. I’m doing my best.