09/29/2018
Today is a month from our due date!! 😍🖤✨
I love this beautiful shot Fairkid Photography took of me on the day we hit 21 weeks! I have always been drawn to the water, this shore specifically, as I have lived by this lake a good part of my life.
Water centers me and brings me peace, and helps me cope with any stress or anxiety that comes my way. I love the water, it has always been my comfort.
Taking photos with Argo, the moon of my life for over 23 years, and then taking photos by the lake to announce this wonderful child just brought this beautiful sense of fulfillment about.
For those of you that know me know I don’t ever feel photogenic, but I feel this shot goes beyond all of that insecurity and self ire and I just really love that Miranda could capture that for me. 🖤
Since becoming pregnant after over a decade of hoping and trying I have been thinking of my ancestors that came before me, the ones I knew and the ones I didn’t. I try to channel comfort and strength from their memory and energy.
I do not face this new adventure with any trepidation, but with this freshly uncovered and rejuvenated belief in myself and my ability, in the knowledge of the struggles and success of those that came before me, as well as the ever present gods that I have always felt I could turn to when I needed guidance ...I feel so very energized; so very powerful.
So far my childbearing year has been empowering, educational, and has taught me a lot about myself.
I really love this photo and the feelings it invokes within me when I look at it. I’m so very excited to feel up to the journey... no matter what it throws me way. I can not wait meet this little wolf! 🖤🐺