12/15/2025
For years, I chased stages, significance, and “impact”… but underneath it all, I was chasing my own glory. I wanted success to prove something about me—even while I was trying to follow Jesus.
Eventually, God had to do what only He can do:
He let some dreams die so He could deal with my heart.
There was a season where I laid it all down—no more chasing platforms, no more trying to “be someone,” just learning how to be a faithful wife, mom, and follower of Jesus in a really simple, quiet life.
And then, in His timing, He began to resurrect the calling.
Same gifts. Same desire to speak and share.
But this time He wouldn’t let me ignore the harder question:
Is this about My name or yours?
In today’s episode of the podcast, I’m talking about the idol of ambition—not just what we’re building, but why we’re building it in the first place.
Episode: When Ambition Becomes An Idol
Episode highlights:
**How a desire to “do something meaningful” became an idol of ambition.
**The season where God blocked doors, exposed my motives, and led me to lay down my dream
**What changed in the hidden years of focusing on my marriage, parenting, and quiet faithfulness instead of platforms and visibility.
**How God resurrected the calling later—but this time with a different why
**The tension of building a business with Jesus at the center while still wrestling with image, approval, and the fear of looking foolish.
Links to listen in the comments