14/05/2025
Folks. It's time I get organised and come clean (pun intended).
Last year held all the challenges.
The tail end - was full of conflict.
After the last 'goodbye' near the end of December, which was thankfully full of so much love and respect, bringing more healing and care than I could ever have anticipated, I felt determined to throw my focus back into work.
And then, a few weeks later, the grief hit me.
I picked myself up and got back to it.
The grief hit me again. And again and again.
I kept picking myself up, and kept falling back down.
This is how it goes at times. Can you relate?
In between all of this, various health issues have popped up and I've been on a journey of stepping all the way back, and all the way inwards to figure out what the body needs and how to reset my foundations.
I haven't known quite how to communicate this and am still in the process now of attending what's needed.
The truth is - I don't know what's next π€·π½ββοΈ
I'm not clear on how I want to show up for you (or for myself to be honest), all I'm aware of, is that I want to.
So I'm doing what Arthur Ashe suggests, which is the whole inspiration to even starting this business to begin with;
Starting where I am
Using what I have
Doing what I can.
And seeing what happens!
I understand... If I'm not clear, how can you possibly know what to expect?
Well. We don't. But I'm willing to take the risk.
Sometimes we need to let go completely of whatever expectations we have, regardless of how we've come to believe the way things "should be," and have a little bit of faith that the unknown provides the exact answers we need, as we need them.
The world wants what's REAL, and this is the realist of me that I can give you right now.
We're becoming suffocated by "stuff" in so many ways and forget that decluttering the mind, body and spirit is just as important as releasing the physical.
So please have a little faith in me, and if I'm meant to find the way back to this - I will.
If not, I trust with all my heart that everything that's been built so far, will not be for nothing.
We're not 'starting again,' we are simply continuing from where we are.
In some way, shape or form, I will find a way to help leave this place better than I found it, so we can all embrace an opportunity to thrive, and I hope you'll join me :)
From my heart to yours, Thank you for being here ππ½π
~ Laura Moniuszko - Professional Home Organising Services πΈ
P.s. I am not sad. Merely reflective and trusting the process. It's easy to fall into thinking we're letting ourselves and everyone else down. Perhaps some will feel that way.
If we are being honest with ourselves and each other though - to keep cycling, ruminating and forcing a goal or environment that isn't working, is more detrimental, than sitting back, taking a pause, and really seeing a reality for what it is. It doesn't meant we scrap everything, we're only reassessing the situation. Then, you'll see, the room to breathe, and recognise that the healthiest, strongest, most aligned and highest of answers, reveals itself and everything falls into place far better than we could have ever imagined. As is within, so is with the outer. May the Sunlight warm you from the inside out, and believe me when I say, this is all relevant ππβ¨