24/01/2022
What baffles me is the constant need for someone else outside yourself to create wholeness, love and acceptanceโฆ.
I do blame people. It is hard to come to the reality that nothing and no one else can provide safety, security, love, wholeness or any other pleasurable thing or feeling.
The only thing that will ever provide what you truely need internally is you.
You will only ever be able to accept from the outside, what you truely believe on the inside.
What people once sought in the house of divinity, the churches, religion, etc, is now something they seek through s*x, Tinder, drugs, alcohol.
Knowing that you are everything youโve ever needed or wanted because you are life itself. Life itself is divinity incarnated. Segregation is an illusion. And until you realise that and follow your own internal compass, then you will always be grasping for something outside of yourself to fill the identity crisis you have within yourself.
Identity is always changing and fluid based on the inevitable present moment. Defining it is impossible, hence why people try and end up feeling lost over and over again.
The enlightened journey is painful. Anyone who is moving through this space at the moment and feeling lonely, please reach out. ๐
Sending my love to you.