08/10/2024
I recently…aka FINALLY came to the realization that everything doesn’t have to be perfect….I DON’T HAVE TO BE PERFECT to still show up and serve the souls I am meant to!
This growth journey has taught me many life-changing things and the current goosebump- eliciting, top runner embodies the energy of this quote by Sir Francis Bacon….he said
"𝑰𝒏 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒍𝒚, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕.”
I’ve been through many many dark thunderstorms in my life and have found a way to make my way out of them…this journey has taught me the gold that resides in remembering our divine light, our choice in every moment in shifting our perspectives/lenses/attitudes/beliefs….our incredible birthright to abundance, JOY, flow and fulfillment….
AND - that heavy life~ing still happens sometimes…LIFE IS ENERGY…and energy oscillates…like rolling waves in the ocean…..Up and down and back up again…life still throws us these thunderstorms…sometimes they are short and fleeting….sometimes they are heavy and longer lasting…and it's up to us to move through them -
Move forward through them in the deep knowing and FAITH that the darkness of the storm will only emphasize the light of growth and expansion we are guaranteed to gain from it when we remember to SEEK it….SEE IT….FEEL IT and move out of the storm glowing brighter from it….
𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏’𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈….𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆….𝒔𝒐 𝑫𝑰𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑬..
I’ve been grappling with my purpose….with my worthiness….with my fear of fully being seen and then rejected….with the thought that ‘what if I’m not good enough to help?’
I recently went through a pretty heavy thunderstorm that lasted a couple of days…which was scary for me….not because I thought it wouldn’t end…because I am now very secure in the fact that I am able to move out of any heaviness that crosses my path….
But scary, because of the thought that ‘What if I’m not able to be taken seriously or to really help the beautiful souls I am meant to, if I still experience these ‘damn’ thunderstorms!’
Then, in came the words of truth from Sir Bacon…”In order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present!’
And so, this is ME in all the beauty of my human~ness stepping boldly into my purpose work in the knowing that riding the waves of this wild life with the grace of authenticity…with REALNESS, fully embracing the darkness and the light ~ is THE WAY forward…is the key to creating true transformation in everyone I touch…
You are divine…and this life is meant to be LIVED FULLY…riding the waves of heaviness and Light KNOWING that we are meant to GROW, expand, and experience the Light in every ripple….
You are LIGHT…You are LOVE …and Love Transforms ALL!!
Xoxo
Jess