09/26/2024
I'll start this post with a bit of backstory.
I turned 50 earlier this year. This spring, a client friend of mine asked me what I'd done to celebrate this milestone, suggesting that you should do 50 things in honour of it. Well, I didn't start out to make a lot of changes (I'm not a bucket list sort of guy), but inadvertently, I've done a few things that involved investing. We added some solar panels and other technology to the house. We did a few odd tasks and fixes around the house. And I guess I'm investing a little bit in myself.
Today, I (officially) started a new journey. Today is the official start date of my cohort for an accelerated Doctor of Education (EdD) program through Edgewood College, via a partnership with upGrad. I'll be focusing my specialization on Curriculum Studies and Learning Sciences. This is a 24 month, online, asynchronous program, which I'll be doing while continuing to work full time (and then some).
I'll admit it freely. I'm pretty nervous. I have agonized over this for many months. It's been over 20 years since I completed my last degree. But nervous is different than scared. Scared means you stop or freeze. Nervous means that you push on, despite your fears or apprehension, with the expectation that in the end, the benefits and blessings will far outweigh the challenges. I'm banking on the positive.
When I have told some people that I was going back to school, I have received lots of different questions and comments, such as "Why?" or "Do you think you are a bad teacher?", etc. The answers have varied. No, I don't need to go back to school. No, I don't think that I'm a bad teacher. But I can always improve. And I want to be better.
I love to learn. And I keenly feel the lack of experience and training and knowledge in some areas. So, I'm investing in myself, to be the best instructor that I can be.
I'm grateful for the support of my wife and family, the Olds College of Agriculture & Technology Faculty Association, as well as the countless other people that didn't give me crazy side eye, but gave me the gift of a big smile and a "that's great!" positive comment. I feel fortunate to be surrounded by people that are happy for me to be a better me, and believe that I can do it.
If, in the coming months, I seem a bit more frayed, or a little distracted, now you'll know why.