18/10/2019
I'm so sorry to inform you all that sadly Boggy suddenly passed away, and was buried in the past few days. Yesterday was held the vigil, so now I can move on with work and everything else. There was much legal stuff, still is, so please bear with me. It was more then shocking, saddening, overwhelming, terrifying, etc for me, and I'm practically all alone in deciding things, keep going, and doing what he prepared me to do - to continue his work. That's why he told me that he was "drilling me" for 3 and something years, without 1 month of days off. He was telling me "I chose you, and I'm sure if anyone can do this, keep my legacy alive, you can do it". I'm not so sure, to be completely honest, knowing who was he, and his capacities, mental abilities, etc, and I'm not sure also that he thought that something can happen to him, even though, he often mentioned it. He had many problems in last year or so, but I refused to think that something that bad can happen. And it did. I'm really crushed, but he knows that I'm in a "phoenix club", so it's now my turn to trust him what he thought of me, believed in me more than myself, put his trust in me, and I need to prove to him (and myself) that I can really pull this off. So I need to preserve and continue with his work, and in that way also keep him alive (along with his ex-wife Zorica, who started this journey in acoustics with him), and that's a grave responsibility that almost scares me, or really scares me. So please forgive me if you can for being absent, I'll try my best to keep up with everyone and everything that we as a company missed, and I'll catch up with you all ASAP.
Much love to you all!
Yours,
Milica Milena
