21/10/2026
The week was more challenging. A few appointments didnβt go ahead as planned, and some uncertainty around responsibilities meant I picked up additional work. Nothing individually enormous, but together those moments took more time and mental energy than I had anticipated.
I noticed an unfamiliar feeling: disappointment. Not something I particularly enjoy admitting, but worth paying attention to rather than simply working through it.
There were lighter moments. I managed an afternoon off on Tuesday and a massage, plus some time away from work after Thursdayβs launch. Book club was unusually brief: the book had sent me to sleep, and nobody else had finished it either. A first for us β although perhaps not the glowing review the author was hoping for.
By Friday evening, I was tired. Not just βbusy diaryβ tired, but mentally ready to put everything down. Saturday morning still involved some ILM coursework, so last weekβs plan of focused mornings and free afternoons was, shall we say, only partially successful.