20/01/2018
https://soundcloud.com/jrtmloe/popular-loner-prod-ok-boi
It’s !
South London’s best kept secret, The Art Dealer is here. Jamell Rene (of TailrMdeLvn), prepares the release of his solo debut project ‘Patten’ as he lays bare with the first single from the project, titled ‘Popular Loner’.
The introverted extrovert sets the mood, gliding over the midnight wave set by producer, OK BOI, placing the listener in a place known too familiar by anyone that has ever felt stuck in a box.
Obsessions and everyday stresses. Compulsions and an overload of emotions. ‘Popular Loner’ sets the tone for a release that is ready to take the listener on an evasive journey, re-introducing them to one of the scenes most promising talents.
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Written by: Jamell Rene
Prod by: Ok Boi
Additional Mixing & Mastering by: Skit
Artwork by: Rianna Mackenzie
www.tailrmdelvn.com
LYRICS:
POPULAR LONER
Yeahh yeahh,
I can see the things that you don’t even say now
but i just leave you to your ways
do you believe those words or is it just a game now
thats why i don’t even play
see one day this will all change
the world I’m in will fade
those heavy hearts, those false starts
become forgotten days
all of these momentary obsessions,
they leave us stressing
devils w/ a smiles
that leave us lost inside the moment
maybe yeah I’m venting
maybe this is a confession
you can’t break my heart because its chipped and it aint working
love still on my sleeve but this war is running wild
adulthood is us surviving s**t from when we was a child
i don’t need to talk about it,
done that enough
so leave me where I am and watch me just do what i want
heart pumps slow
but thats just how its go
so leave me walking on this road
i'll make it on my own
everything she says
seems to contradict
some of the friends that i love seem to be full of s**t
i know cause I’m same
i aint talking like I’m perfect
this is just the tone of someone who’s been out hurting
Being real I have to help myself
thats all i need to do
be smart with every move
all of those nights in black
play a role up in the trap
young minded and that
still trying find my way back
you see this heavy heart aint new
not one bit
maybe karma’s catching up and maybe this my bit
they do say lifes a bitch
and that chick is thick
so no regrets at the end
i stand by everything i did
See i was depressed but the music helped X2
doing things on late nights
yeah, that messed with my health
oh well, oh well, oh well
tell me when did i lost myself
So when I ghost for a bit
don’t tell me that I’m missed
this aint even me bitter
so ignore all of those whispers
I’m making all my ex lovers now strangers
watch them burn like paper
as nothings really forever
your name i will though remember
every crime, every lie, even that last stolen time
i’ll keep your secrets if you promise that you'll keep mine
just distant from me for a bit
you sound like me when you lie
so eye contact ain’t s**t
all these curses in the myth
these clouds of smoke create a mist
may the bridge i burn light the way
burn the away
never let a situation get the best of me
but my honesty is honestly the only thing i need
i got some things inside my head i need to think about
but where i am right now in life
there is no time out
especially when i need time now
buts its whatever
the waves are flowing together
and I’m just trying to get myself together
See i was depressed but the music helped X2
doing things that messed with my health
it was like oh well, oh well,
tell me when did i lose myself, lose Jamell
dont wanna confuse
got way too much to lose x2
I guess the real me is gonna take some getting used too. Written by Prod by Ok Boi Additional Mixing & Mastering by Artwork by Rmkzi www.tailrmdelvn.com LYRICS: POPU
