23/04/2026
I tried to paint a peony today... and honestly? I wasn't very good at it.
I'd been on a Zoom call with a man I'm supporting through his stroke recovery. He's a painter. Oil paintings, beautiful ones. But a stroke has made words harder to find, and so we've been practising conversation together... using art as the bridge.
We watched a video about painting peonies. Peonies are one of my favourite flowers, and I've always wanted to try one. So right there on the call, we made each other a challenge. He'd try watercolour (something completely new for him). I'd try the peony.
I followed the steps. A curved horizontal line. A vertical line crossing it. Then petals, shaped like the letter C, sweeping out from that centre with a big soft brush.
I got impatient. I wasn't pleased with the result.
But I did it. And so did he.
And I sat with that for a while afterwards... because isn't that so often how it is with God? We want the beautiful thing. We sit down to try. We feel clumsy and frustrated and not very talented. And still... something blooms.
Imperfect creativity is still creativity. An imperfect yes is still a yes.
What's something you've been putting off trying because you're afraid it won't be good enough? Drop it in the comments. Let's encourage each other.
And if you want a gentle place to start... Doodle with God is just $7. Link in comments