11/01/2025
Found this clearing out notes and was a reminder I needed.
This time last year, I made the decision to put myself first physically as well as mentally and emotionally.
I wanted my body to feel as good as I did in my head. And it was far from it!
I didn't realise HOW far!
I had numbed myself to the chronic pain and inflammation my body was immersed in yet still stayed going for me.
I had spent years, killing myself, working hard and even though there was always some element that I did love and what started me doing it in the first place, I realised that probably 95% wasn't what I wanted but doing it for others, what society expects, what my beliefs and patterns had been trained to do all my life.
I had no choice in the end but to just STOP!
If I wanted to heal my body from the sea of inflammation I had let it slip into, I HAD TO STOP!
Bit by bit I started to do things I loved again and enjoyed.
My body started to heal but above all else, I started to feel it again. Not just feel pain.
I started this change in 2024 and now there's no going back.
Here's to 2025 and beyond.......
Lots of love,
Emer x