19/10/2021
The purpose of not being around them is not escaping the responsibility but to lessen the burden of carrying their sh*ts that will tear you apart. The world is so big that you couldn't explore because of uncertainties and luggages that pulls you. Be in the right path, know your priorities and be confident enough that you will get through things without becoming a heavy burden to them.
Never ever be someone that will lies on a small benefits with painful replacement.
I do believe that loving your family is not in the way that you will give what they need but to let them learn the norms and ways on how to cope with things strongly and without fears.
