26/04/2022
Hello peeps! It's been 3days since I posted on my page. Pass weekend has been a nightmare for me.
First of all, K fell down from an indoor playground and fractured his leg. He was being pushed down by another kid. What makes me furious and speechless is that the parent of the kid just quickly left the scene without feeling sorry about it. 😡
Subsequently, on the same day itself, R contracted stomach flu from infant care and has been vomiting after each meal since then. Each time when he is sick, he will be so cranky and be so sticky to me.
At this junction of time, I'm really lost and do not know what to do. How to work and look after two sick ones at one time, how am I supposed to juggle my time between work and family when my kids need me to be there 24/7 especially when K is bedridden. 🛌
Initially, I'm grateful that my MIL offers to help out by coming over since she's currently not working. Unfortunately, due to unforeseen circumstances, she is tested C+. My husband is on course and couldn't apply for leave at all. I'm astounded by all this surprise.
Not only when we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves. I started to question myself and wish that I can actually spend time with them and quit my job, but I can't as the cost of living for our family is quite high, I can't afford to do this at all. I'm left with no choice but to bite the bullet and face it. =( Can only endure and trust that things will get better soon!💪