05/18/2026
Life lately has been a mix of beautiful moments, hard realities, exciting opportunities, and very heavy responsibilities all happening at once. 🤍
Between running Crystal Clean, juggling schedules, community commitments from Dothan Area Misfits, free cleans, property responsibilities, filming commitments, and trying to balance all the hats I wear in everyday life- I’d be lying if I said I haven’t felt stretched incredibly thin lately.
At the same time, life has also been full of moments I never want to take for granted. My granddaughter rolled over for the very first time this week (cue the emotional grandmother tears 🥹), my mom is finally entering her LAST week of radiation & chemo treatments(we hope and pray), and I recently had the incredible opportunity to film scenes for the new indie horror film I was recently cast in.
This season has been emotional, exhausting, beautiful, chaotic, and rewarding all at once. But something shifted in me recently while away in the Bahamas. For the first time in a long time, I truly allowed myself to let go of the negativity, the constant noise, and the weight of people trying to tear me down or define me.
And honestly? Finding that peace felt so freeing.
I realized how much energy I had been pouring into defending myself, carrying stress, and trying to hold everything together perfectly- when in reality, peace is far more valuable. Protecting my mental health, my family, my business, and the joy in my life matters more than feeding negativity ever will.
Even with moments recently to step away, breathe, and reset a little, coming back into everyday responsibilities and real life has still been a lot to balance mentally and physically.
I know I haven’t been able to attend everything, answer everyone as quickly as I usually do or show up the way I wish I could for every single person lately. Please know it has never come from lack of care or appreciation.
Truthfully, when I get a free moment lately, I’m usually trying to recharge enough energy to keep everything moving.
But through it all, I am still incredibly grateful. Grateful for my clients, my support system, my family, and everyone who has shown me patience, grace, and understanding while I navigate this chapter of life.
Please know that whether it’s your home, your business, your messages, or your support- none of it goes unnoticed or unappreciated. I am doing the absolute best I can while also trying not to lose myself in the process.
Thank you all for continuing to support Crystal Clean through every season.
Heather Martin