09/26/2022
I’ve been finding asking myself a lot lately, “what do I really want?”
This is a bit of a loaded question and can go so many ways. What do I really want to eat? What do I really want to do this weekend? What do I really want in my life? What do I really want my life to feel like and look like? What do I really want?
I think this question keeps coming up for me as I’m growing older, my little world and family is changing and growing (how is Parker 19 months already?! 😭), time feeling like it’s moving faster, priorities shifting, and the whirlwind of change has me asking myself “what do I really want from my life?”
When I get quiet and let my inner guide respond, I can see the internal shifts happening, hence why the questions are emerging.
At first, when I noticed that the things that used to be really important now no longer interest me, I felt like a little bit of a failure,lazy, and am somehow embarrassed by past actions and declarations I made of who I am and who I want to be.
But then I get really proud of myself. Proud that I’m in alignment with my inner thoughts and guides, and I can tell when shifts and changes are happening within me. Then even more so, I’m so happy that I’ve gotten to the point where I can set my ego and expectations aside, and listen to what’s truly calling for me at this point in time.
Basically what I’m trying to say here is allow yourself to evolve. Don’t be embarrassed of how drastically you can change your mind or opinion on a certain topic, the work you want to do, and the role you want to play.
The beautiful thing about life is how much it changes and how we can change with it.
Your body and heart always knows when it’s time to start on a new path, close a door, and start looking for a new one. Allow yourself the time and space and grace to listen to those voices, feelings and cues and ask yourself, “what do I REALLY want from my life right now?”
Here’s a little scroll of photos of from what I want in mine 💛☺️