04/28/2026
Blurred Visions- A self portrait
Its hard for me to express my emotions. My mind play’s events, experiences, thoughts and feelings, everything and anything, all at once, 24/7. I mix my sentences up, I don’t know how to think straight. Im always in fight mode, self aware of everything and notice anything going on around. I can’t remember the last time i was relaxed. The last 10-15 years of my life, a blur.
Am I depressed? No actually im pretty happy. I think im just annoyed more than anything that i spent so much time not knowing who I could’ve become if i had a clear understanding of who I was back then like I do now. Trying to play catch up with this new me, is exhausting. Im grateful for what i have accomplished. But im tired. My mind still rambles on with no coherent thoughts, but Photography is the only time i can turn those thoughts off and actually see the world clearly. I thank god every day that im able to do what i do. And the fact people love my work just makes it even more special. If you read all the way through I appreciate you. And stay tuned cuz im just getting started.
