08/22/2024
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So so SO very many of the choices I have made in life were in search of these elusive feelings. I am ok. We are ok. Everything is ok.
Here is the thing, it was always there. I had it and was still running around making wildly out of my truth choices striving for something I already had just by existing as a human being on this glorious spinning rock. ๐
Just like joy and love, and are mainly an inside job. Externally getting a boost of them helps and feels great but it is the sprinkles on the sundae not the whole sundae. If you don't believe deeply that you are living in a way in line with your values and truth, you will constantly be looking to those around you to see if they agree with what you are doing, if they want to do it too, if they think it was a good idea.
If you can let go of the external search and get real deep within yourself you will KNOW you are supported and find all the validation you need. Like attracts like and living your truth brings the people and places that with that inner truth to you- no striving and compromising yourself needed. The earth is cradling you. The trees have your back. The sky is watching over you. Your ancestors are cheering you on. Living as YOU is the easiest and hardest thing you can ever do.
Easy because all your choices and decisions are less fraught with all or nothing, good to bad, thinking- you know what do and what is right for you. Harder because truly living your truth usually means going against the grain in some sort of way and that will trigger the people around you who are still fighting hard for the external check that what THEY are doing is "right" and it feels more right the more people do the same.
Mama, the earth is cradling and supporting all of us. If your inner truth and guides lead you to doing the exact opposite of me in every single moment, but you are living aligned in yourself - I FU***NG LOVE THAT. You do you and I'll do me and that diversity is what makes the world glow. Keep resting in your own validation and support!