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Gee, Las Cruces, NM (2026)

06/07/2022

Stressed but slayin!

06/01/2022

In honor of pride month, start this month with some motivation, great and positive attitude.
Hope your pride is as happy as always.
Stay true to yourself, and to others and live life like you've never lived before.

05/24/2022

It's a pink Tuesday. 💕🐷

05/11/2022

Disclaimer.. what I'm about to post, may contain too much information that may be a little disturbing. I do apologize.

You know that little crippling voice inside your head, constantly yelling at you about negative things. You try and shut it down by distraction of happy things, happy people, staying busy, sleep, eat.. but as the day goes by, months past and that voice inside your head grows louder and louder no matter how you try and convince yourself"I DON'T HEAR YOU!!"..

Anxiety.

Your worst enemy. I recently hit rock bottom.. 4 ER visits in 1-2 weeks.. I thought I was strong enough to fight through my own monster. I thought I was the boss of my own mind. Anxiety had taken control over me to where I became sick. To where I wasn't eating well, losing 5lbs because I was too nauseous to hold anything in. To where I couldn't deficate regularly, spreading toxins throughout my body making my ill, to a point where my body was sweating, trembling.. Frozen... I'd cry and cry praying for help to get better, scared out for my own life knowing the Anxiety was weighing me down to feel depressed. I can feel myself trying to fight but my body is too weak..

Day 8 going onto day 9, still fighting this monster.. I was given medication to help keep him quiet.. I'm slowly gaining my strength, my appetite.. all I hear is quietness in my head..
I could not be anymore thankful for those who prayed for me, for the nurses and doctors who took care of me.. my family for the advises and care and to my baby who is extremely exhausted from taking care of me.. I am eternally grateful to have you all in my life. For not giving up, for telling me to fight back. GOD for giving me the strength in my head to fight back, despite the monster eating my life away inside me..
Thank you..