12/04/2023
What is beautiful? I think it's the moment we crumble to the most stubborn stament we've ever made. I've had ups and downs with my family but at no point did the worst accusation or mistake make me give up on the love I always wanted in my life that binded me to them. May I die on a cross that bears no witness. Knowing only that I wanted better than the day I was born into the predicament infront of me. What are we but the outcome of what we never asked for. Don't except that be the outcome of what you ask for as you realized God is hear to bless you. I love you all for the outcome that is my broken. My soul is the symphony you all showed me. May I love with the hell that residing deep in me due to the beats of your heart. Let my actions bless me with the strength to learn ways to love better than what I've shown the planet or what it has shown me. As I lay here may some level of what once was be believed in. Even under the worst deress that shatters the moment those that don't know me examine what is the echo of who I am. I will rise under everything that has failed me while believing in me after I fail me. The blessing of your love lives inside me even on my worst day. I will see you all even if it's only at the gates of heaven. I hope my heart kisses yours with these words. After all you're all the reason I have a beating heart that bleeds for a better tomorrow. God bless!
