07/12/2019
Part 1
“The Worst Snake of all is Malevolence “
Adam and eve are living in the garden in an unconscious bliss when comes along a traumatic intrusion that creates an apocalyptic conclusion . They were living in their own garden protected from suffering and vulnerability and nakedness or negative emotion when all of a sudden this traumatic intrusion broadens there vision they realize they are naked and afraid in turn now begin to suffer and become malevolently bitter.
These days with 21st-century technology most people have used a GPS system to go from point A too point B the intelligence of the GPS holds a fixation on the destination without wider resolution as human beings we were created just as if not smarter than a GPS intelligence system this is why when we become bitter we suffer
Example : 1) The reason Harry Potter can withstand lord Voltimort is because by Voltimorts touch Harry has a piece of him internally the scar on his far head eternally reminds Harry of what happens in his presence in our lives our we have many selfish malevolent driven addictions for (power,sex,drugs,booze & money) in many cases have been brought on by some kind of Suffering .
Try this ?
Sit in a chair focus your eyes a specific point on the wall notice how your peripheral vision becomes less resolute all you can see is the thing you’re focused on this is the same way we experience suffering bitterness and resentment we become fixated on the problem rather than Resolutely seeking the solution we remain focused on justice and opposed to mercy and freedom “Blocked from the sunlight of the spirit “ BIll W.
This thinking makes every person place or thing in my peripheral a non entity inconsequential when fact is if I release my malevolent glare and look to the right or left I can see all kinds of new sometimes strange things too experience anew not as a threat . In my new outlook on life everyone and everything in my peripheral becomes consequential and opportunistically objective as opposed to my previous self centered subjective life experiences I am now doing life it’s not doing me.
Do you remember back in the 1990s the fad of the posters you could stare at and not see the actual picture inside the poster this is what happens to our hearts and souls when separated from our minds.
Just like a GPS cybernetic system we human beings not U Man doings have many options to re-calibrate when we fall off the beaten path with our ideas , attitudes and actions. In our recovery journey what we experience is anew archetypal heaven on earth through the re- calibration process of the 12 step program .
The Apostle Paul wrote conclusively in his letters too the church’s in Rome Ch: 8 vs 1 “Therefore there is no condemnation to them who are grafted through his Spirit” and to the Corinthian church 2ndCor:13-5 Examine yourselves when you fall of the mark accept 1-4 acknowledge 5,6,7, amend 8,9, through the persistence of 10,11 & 12.
Frederick Niche said “ stair into the abyss long enough and it will stair back at you “
In the rooms and our fellowship meetings we hear this saying “if you hang around the barbershop enough sooner or later you’re going to get a haircut”
Thoughts are real and they will have tangible positive or negative consequences. Consider this our thoughts are like small packets of potential energy; hence energy in motion. EMOTIONS which grow more and more solid when conditions are favorable and obstacles are removed
positive consequences are experienced .
Whereas only negative consequences are experienced when my thinking becomes bitter,fixated malevolent in nature.
This thinking is driven by many forms of fear fancied or real the STRESS of fear embeds itself physiologically in the human body creating physical and psychological ailments mental,emotional,cardiovascular or endocrine systems just too name a few.
The challenge is finding the consequential connectivity between it the consequence and the thought it’s just like holding an acorn in your hand and seeing a tree 🌲 or as a farmer can hold a corn kernel and visualize the growth process from shoot to stem too stalk .
Now the “ Mea Culpa “ through the process of recognizing my mistakes and questioning my Prodigal Son thinking is were I find the freedom of enlightenment my heart ❤️ of stone softens to become a heart of flesh .My whole attitude and outlook on life has changed their are so many religious texts and ways too journey and seek your destiny whatever you do never give up and consider on the parable of the “Sower” if and when you do fall short acknowledge and accept 1-4 “MeaCulpa”5-7confess and amend 8-9 Press onwards and upwards on your Journey as Paul the apostle wrote in his letter to the body of believers in Philipi.
Maps With Meaning
Big Book -“u can see where religious people were right “ Bill W
Bible
Baghavad Gita
Qouran
