11/15/2023
POWER REBIRTH PRELUDE: THE HEALER'S HEART'S ECLIPSE WITH BALI'S SOUL NOURISHMENT.
To those who've journeyed with me for a while and to those who are just discovering my page, a huge, warm-hearted welcome. I truly love connecting with you here on social media in a way that is meaningful—that makes it worth it.
This year is a milestone for me, marking four decades of a healer-liberator odyssey journey alongside countless souls. Imagine thousands of hours spent in sacred healing spaces—where hearts, once shattered, minds relax and focus on purpose and begin to find their wholeness, where bodies learn to gather strength, and where souls, yearning for healing, start to whisper their deepest desires and have them actually come true.
My journey has been a tapestry of diverse experiences throughout these four decades, from offering solace to those grappling with the triple burden of diagnosis, addiction, and major mental illness to guiding young teen mothers-to-be through their turmoil to unlocking the world for boys who've known nothing but neglect. Every hour of energetic bodywork in my 20s, every astrology reading then and sometimes now, every moment spent facilitating a decade-long women's group, retreats and hundreds of ceremonies, and 35,000-hour-long serving of clients, all dancing and weaving with humanity, with intimacy, and with love
August 2021 was a personal turning point, marking the end of my estrogen-engined, felt-sense, mother-and-wife journey. In the midst of this biological transition, my life swirled (and swerved) with challenges—a daughter blossoming and fire-crackling into her own adult self, the lingering shadows of Covid, immune challenges, the heartache of moving and having to rebuild a community, and the profound grief of losing parents and loved ones. Midlife, with all its bittersweet nuances, made me realize that my relentless service, while fulfilling, had left little room for rest.
So, I've made a decision. In two weeks, I will pause to listen to the gentle stirrings of my own soul. I'm setting off to Bali for a full 28 days, not to escape, but to embrace a crucial chapter of self-care and deep, soulful nourishment.
Ironically, it's during this period of stepping back that many of my long-held visions are quietly blossoming – a ground-breaking book on Somatic based couples work, a TED talk, an oracle deck rooted in my expertise, a foundation, and a few more dreams that I'm keeping close to my heart for now.
While in Bali, I won't be detached from my work; instead, I will engage with it from a place of 'relaxed potency.' This state doesn't demand anything more from me than simply being myself—a serene strength that's been growing within me, already manifesting in effortless ex*****on without stress or strain. I feel so utterly myself, naked and stripped away, yet not worried about a thing.
Real talk - the decision to embark on this journey was met with an inner voice of doubt – Was it self-indulgent? Could I really allow myself this? The echoes of guilt, thankfully, were fainter than ever before, overshadowed by my husband's unwavering support. “Babe, I want you to go, to take care of yourself, to take for yourself, and soak it all in,” he insisted. That's the kind of beloved support every woman deserves in one form or another.
So, come the Monday after Thanksgiving, I'll be off, returning the day after Christmas. My days will be filled with yoga, pristine eating, rest, and immersing myself in the nurturing embrace of nature, all while preparing for the next chapter of my work.
This journey isn't just about relaxation; it's about deep reflection. When we step back from the daily grind, we can see more clearly, hear our soul's whispers, and find our way back home. And when this reflection is brought into our partnerships, it creates space for profound connection and understanding, making space for all of our humanity, with care, how can that not result in the end, that everything will be okay. It will.
Reflection and the sacred pause are not just an act; they’re a rebellion against a society that never stops. They are the fertile ground where the soul's whispers become clear, guiding us toward what we seek most.
I know I will return from this journey revitalized, more resourceful, and revived. And I'm excited to share this renewed energy with you.
Before I leave, I have a few openings for those who resonate with the curiosity to explore the possibility of the ultimate intimacy immersive experience. This is a chance to engage in deep, embodied reflection that can transform your life, foster safety, hold vulnerability, and light up emotional intimacy, leading to the fulfillment of your deepest, and most treasured erotic desires. This is so often the common fulfillment in coupledom that we all desire at the core.
This is an invitation to discover what you truly need and desire, to seek change that goes beyond fleeting insights or euphoric hype. Don't let this opportunity pass you by. Ten days, three spots! Claim yours before I embark on this soulful journey.