10/28/2024
My body has been speaking and I have not been listening
What I have in mind is I am pregnant and I have to do the pregnancy alone with my children yet one more time because this time I choose to prioritize my baby and me over frustration, stress and carrying someone else's readiness or not readiness to have another child…
And this time i feel deserving of a happy pregnancy… so I cut the stress so I thought
And yes I have to continue provision and prepare for baby #3 no time to rest
No time to pause
Throw up 🤮 bucket on the right water on left, laptop on hand 🤚 park at the desk and show up
That’s what i am suppose to do as a woman and that’s what women do right?
pick up the slack for everyone else, take care of everyone else, heck you are a woman you provide to protect what is yours
Because as a nurturer when your offsprings in danger you become a hybrid bear tiger and lion you take care of it… you protect
Sunday I lied down and I could not get up… I could not roll, luckily for me my kids were asleep… the cleaning could wait it 2am anyway
But it’s Sunday 9 am now and I still can’t get up. I crashed for the first time in my life my trusted strong GENERATOR body had no motor, my battery 🪫 I’m on empty kids by some magical luck are still asleep
I went into contemplation
Contemplation for me is my state of metamorphosis
I’m a cocoon, I am changing, I am forming, transforming, looking for my rings to fly but I simply don’t know how to use them yet
In this space I refrain from blaming, labeling, but I simply looking at things for what it is without removing releasing or fixing I simply learn from all of them, I let me be in the ditch and I let myself dance with all the entities
It is more powerful to know why things happen, the part I play in each of them, how they reinforce my knowing, how they reward me, how they take away from me, how am I benefiting from them and how they are benefiting from me .
After learning all of it and coming up with a transmutation and synergy plan , today I ask my spirit team how do I move forward? I am pregnant and obviously I have to slow down not just for my well being… but for my boys too
The answer was obviously everything I want to avoid doing because of course: MONEY
~~>Pausing my agency: refraining taking on new clients and only work with current agency clients
~~> Only do Quantum Sacred Money work (love money work but I love double the fun of business building)
~~> Do not Restart the mastermind until after baby (that is 3/4 my annual income)
~~>Change your group name in dynamic clear it out (bummer I really love my group name for the first time)
Some scary shifts and here is why
At first sight it feels like
Who’s going to take care of everything i and my children need? We have a system and right now that’s a menace to their trusts
This is a pay cut
This is unfair
This is uncalled for
Why ish like that always happen to me what’s the block? Can we fix what’s wrong?
Take a cue and really read the above 👆 paragraph again
This how lack and chaos are created
We hear slow down consciously we think lack of money 💰
We hear slow pause
We hear no clientele and quit already
Then we wonder why we work hard and don’t get what we want
We create the auric field of lack with one insight and we create the end before the start
That’s why it is important to completely be activated into your God Consciouness so you recognize how are you co-creating to create a better reality
So when I realized what I was creating with the downloads I received I decided to shift out of the matrix
I stop associate slowing as Making or losing money 💰
It is simply where I am
A pregnant woman that has to slow down and that’s the blessing
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