08/18/2026
I don’t think I’ve ever been this scared and this motivated at the same time.
My daughter is less than two months away from being here. I recently found myself in a situation where the stability I thought I had with work suddenly isn’t guaranteed. I’m hoping everything gets cleared up and I’m able to get back to doing the work I love with kids in North Sacramento, but right now, I’m sitting in a really uncomfortable gray area.
And weirdly, I feel like I’m supposed to be here.
For a while, stability started feeling like the responsible choice. Make sure the bills are paid. Take care of my family. Put the dreams somewhere in the background and be grateful I had something solid.
Then life reminded me that nothing is really guaranteed.
So I’m betting on myself.
Today I’m launching The Thank You Club on EVEN.
This is going to be the most transparent I’ve ever been online.
Inside, I have a video journal called Let’s Get Honest where I’m talking about what’s actually happening in my life right now, becoming a father, navigating uncertainty, rebuilding, the last six years of business, things I’ve never publicly talked about, and figuring out what comes next.
I’m also putting unreleased music in there, including some of the best music I think I’ve ever made.
More than anything, I want The Thank You Club to become a village. A place for the people who have watched me build, create, fail, start over and keep going.
And I’m going to be completely transparent.
I need that village right now.
I have a baby girl coming. There are question marks around work. I have a family to provide for and a dream that I’m refusing to give up on just because life got scary.
If my music has ever meant something to you, if I’ve ever created something for you, helped your brand, shot your video, or if you’ve simply watched me build all these years and told me to keep going, this is one of the biggest ways you can support me right now.
Not as a donation.
Because you believe in what I’m building and want to be part of it.
The Thank You Club is live now.
If you’ve ever wanted a way to support me directly, this is it.
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