10/06/2017
Scraping resins that resonated from winters of past
Those were the days weren't they
Since then winters have passed
Each one colder than last
With the arrival of fall colors, I join falling leaves
Usually around my date of birth, is the worst time it seems
Holidays haunt me
From August to Xmas
November it kills me no jokes
Ain't no escapes, or hiding with invisible cape's ,
No running. Face to face im fighting with fate
I sure hope that god does judge me and my baby girl loves me
I hope the ground, no budging,
Therefore i plant feet firmly
I wake up at the crack, leave early..
Cuz what excites me is progress
Sometimes I ramble, and seems like its nonsense
Its just focus unfiltered
From life without her im bitter
I miss her laugh its so lovely
I miss her sass, it aint funny
My day is dark and def not sunny
I dream of Mays of might maybes..
Chances to see my short me
This here is no bu****it
This is as honest as honest gets
This my life and its contents
I aint mad at pain that its constant
Truly I feel greatful I feel it
It just needs tending I Digg it.
Word.