06/17/2026
There is always meaning, dialogue, and intention behind a lot of what me and Oisin do that not everybody gets to see from the outside. Sometimes it looks like two dudes just making noise, laughing at each other, arguing over parts, chasing grooves, or pulling songs out of thin air. But underneath that, there is always language. There is always purpose. There is always some little agreement between us that gives the music another layer.
This particular rhythm starts with something I came up with in the spring of 2013. There is a whole other version of it buried somewhere in the Bandcamp files that does not sound like this one at all. This video is from September 2014, early as hell in the story, back when everything is still raw, innocent, broke, hungry, and held together by nothing but nerve, stubbornness, and belief.
What this song eventually becomes is something me and Oisin agree has a private meaning every time we play it. Every time we hit this rhythm, we are sending love and affection to our women. Under all the groove and repetition and all that weird Xuluprophet machinery, there is love in it. Gratitude in it. Appreciation in it. All that mushy s**t that musicians like to pretend we are too cool to admit until the right chord progression snitches on us.
And I’m telling you, this is the early days. My guitar does not want to stay in tune. Oisin is playing something with action high enough to qualify as a piece of gym equipment. Nothing about it is easy. Nothing about it is polished. But we make it work because that is what we do. We take whatever is in our hands, whatever is in the room, whatever is left in the tank, and we pull music out of it anyway....Years later, Oisin reminds me where we started. He tells me I have gotten soft from sleeping indoors. That is the kind of s**t he says because he knows exactly where the story begins. He knows the back porches, the borrowed spaces, the busted gear, the uncertainty, the hunger, and the ridiculous belief that somehow two people with almost nothing could build something that meant something.
I have had these videos hidden for over a decade. Me and him would pull them out sometimes, watch them, laugh, and say, “Yeah, we probably don’t need to put that out. That is not really representative of what we are doing now.” And for a long time, that made sense.
But it feels different now.
Now it feels like this needs to be seen because this moment is pure. This is before too many eyes are on us. Before the machinery around the band gets more complicated. Before people start observing us in ways that make you observe yourself. This is me and Oisin in one of the most honest parts of our story, just letting the music move through us without trying to prove anything to anybody.
Back then, I am raw as f**k. I am still sleeping on back porches, including my homegirl Clara’s, still figuring out how to go from nothing to something, still trying to build a life where music is not just survival, but direction. This is the time period that eventually gives us the title From the Gutter to the Swamp, because that is exactly what it is. That is where we come from. Gutter, swamp, sweat, sound, faith, stubbornness, and whatever strange spirit keeps pushing us forward.
This is one of the most pure windows me and Oisin ever have. Before the audience. Before the expectations. Before the judgment. Before even we fully understand what we are becoming to each other.
Just two friends. Two guitars. One rhythm. A whole lot of love hidden inside the noise.