08/07/2023
I've been hiding... & I didn't even realize it.
🌟 Vulnerable Post 🌟
💔 I've struggled in this season - as my relationship with my body has been an active silencer in my life. I've battled unhappiness with myself, feeling like a hypocrite, unable to practice what I preach as my voice and identity seemed to shrink each day.
During this tough time, I desired to be true to myself, but fear of imperfection led me to hide from the world. We all face the challenge of balancing 'knowing' vs 'doing.' I 'know' I need to pause when life overwhelms me or pushes me off-center. I 'know' prioritizing others over myself has often left me neglected, and I 'know' in moments of uncertainty, I find solace by turning inward. Can you relate to 'knowing'?
Sometimes I lose my way, and my perception becomes hazy, leaving me unsure of what to 'do' despite what I 'know.' In those moments, relying solely on ourselves isn't enough; we need support, help, and coaching. Our vision may become distorted, making it difficult to see the direction we should take.
Lesson: I've learned that it's okay to borrow a trusted source's vision when our own vision is clouded. Shoutout to my trainer for providing a vision I couldn't see. Getting support has helped me & can help you stay the course, acknowledge progress you might have missed, & celebrate every win, regardless of size or significance.
This journey is not about weight loss... (pics 1 year apart & only 10 pounds difference)... it's about transforming from within, trusting the process, & showing up! Although I still have work to do, I refuse to keep hiding. I've come to realize that I'm not being a hypocrite; I'm genuinely practicing what I preach. Embracing my human imperfections, I stand strong, moving through this tough season, knowing that there will be more challenges ahead. So, I grant myself permission to 'know' and 'do,' seek support when needed, & offer my support to others.
Don't call it a comeback... bc I'm HERE!
Let's raise a toast to this season and showing up despite imperfections! 🥂
Drop a 🥂 in the comments if you're ready to break free from the silence imposed by circumstances and tough seasons!
