08/23/2025
I’m here and choose to live in a way where I can maximize my life. To actually-really go for it!! To make meaning out of every day. It’s kinda crazy because I can feel the pressure of time. The pressure of aging. The pressure of settling. I can also feel the lives of quiet desperation all around me. People who settle. People who gave up. People who sound rational, but it’s really tucked in fear. I can’t do it. I refuse. I rather miss/lose, than to never try. I’m a “leave it on the field” kinda guy. It’s caused some problems, headaches and down times, but it’s also taken me places I never imagined. I like where I am in life and love whom I’m becoming. You know the expression- Shooters, shoot. I’m one of them ones.
Who knows what’s next in my life. I’m the kinda of guy who would sell everything and move my family to another country and live a simple life. Why?? Because Life is Art. Full of contrast, color and complexity. Make beauty out of it.
Lord, teach me to number my days, that I may gain a heart of wisdom.
