11/21/2023
When I was working at Lobby Bar at Encore I vividly remember one regular afternoon a woman coming in. She was seated at my table. She was beautiful and elegant. About the same age as I’m right now. She was all by herself.
Her order wasn’t an ordinary one. She ordered a very high end rose champagne and caviar. I received her order and got to work. I needed to provide the best service to her. She wasn’t just an ordinary woman. For me she represented a woman that knew her value. A sovereign woman of silent power.
She didn’t speak much. She enjoyed her experience and left briefly. She tipped me nicely. She was there less than an hour.
I remember looking at her disappearing in a distance and telling myself one day I’ll will do that. One day I will be like this woman. Gorgeous, powerful, kind, and will go into the restaurant to order champagne and caviar all by myself. And I’ll pay all by myself. Because I can!
Today is that day. I’m celebrating reclamation of my power and my worthiness. I am reclaiming my magic, my light, and my natural beauty. Redeeming myself from the chains of the past lives, prosecution, and fears. I am embracing the truth of powerful light that is me. And I could have not picked this place but was guided right into it. The witchery restaurant in Edinburg.
I’m grieving every woman that was killed because of her love, kindness, desire to help and heal, and her unusual natural beauty.
I’m also celebrating every girl and every woman that remembers her innate magic when she sees a woman reminding her of it. I celebrate you sister because you say yes to life vs that would never be me. I celebrate you saying yes to the universe and all the future blessings even if you are hustling and struggling right now. Your time will come! Keep believing. You are that woman that you admire in another. Give her more love and your time will come.
With deep love and in light,
Svetlana.
